每一堂課熱情是遞增還是遞減多數時候都是看我走進門口的時候多少小朋友開心的歡呼了我的名字…還好到目前為止還沒有出現說ohh 又系Miss Chan堂…但是也木有像理想中一站到門口 威懾力神馬的 就立刻讓小朋友乖下來的…對於格外cute的小朋友 多少還是會想要多點一下…唉…真他媽不靠譜…
Sometimes those big words just slipped into my mouth when I was teaching those P4 children.
Like today I recall I said something….I dont remember what I said,
but whatever I said was something way too complicated and confusing to my students
because I can see the look on their faces,
and that ‘s NOT a moment you would enjoy as a teacher…
Sometimes I would feel really embarrassed and frustrated about the idea of immersed second language education…
for example today..I couldnt think of a proper and easily comprehensible way to explain to my P2 students what a”job” is.
They are practically still babies for God’s sake.
Last time I heard my friend telling me that they have to chop those meat for those students,
because, duh, apparently that’s way to difficult for them,
and my friend said something really astonishing:
perhaps their parents would still spoon-feed them at home,
they dont even have to lift a spoon or hold chopsticks! Arghh.. What a spoiled generation!!
Anyway, what should I tell them, should I say like,
hey boys and girls, I know that you are well-fed and all spoiled,
your mommy and daddy treat you like you are a princess or prince,
but here’s the truth, there is something called “job”.
A job is what people do for a living, not for their dreams,
not for fun, nor for developing anything, but simply for a living.
As crucial as it might sound, you are all gonna get that thing when you grow up,
like what I am doing right now.
And yes, I am an English teacher, and as you might able to tell,
I am definitely not doing this for fun or for my dreams, this is not even for earning money.
I’m not getting paid doing this internship for crying out loud.
But hey dont be disappointed,
you can still have that retarded/puzzled face and looking cute for a couple of more years.
So bright future, huh?
好久沒看書了….好想能有個下午什麼都不幹 就吃點水果 看看書 抽抽煙啊…
壓力好大 額頭爆痘 連敷面膜的心情都沒有 這星期好多事情, content-based 2 assignments; supervision; 週末還有Shakespeare那個rehearsal+lecture.
求不頭痛 求精力充沛 求心情積極正面！