Sometimes I kinda hate who i am, and the fact that I fucked up everything that I can possibly fuck up…..well..maybe i should consider put that in my resume..a fuck-things-up expert…lmao..

Canot stand the truth that when i tell someone else that i think im a terrible person and then they are like yea, agree…

Trying to accomplish everything over night but realizing that is not possible and then i kinda quit, berating myself for being such a loser for such a long time without doing anything about it, and trying to figure out the reason how i get into this mess in the first place but i couldnt, and this is how my Easter holiday starts..




4th, April, 2012